weekend passed super fast.. esp when I'm so sick..

had a bbq at Steph's place on Sat.. most of the peeps came and it was so great to see everyone again after so long.. the whole bbq was veri enjoyable except i was down with a sudden fever.. didnt eat much since i did get the chance to cook my own food.. when everyone realise i am allergic to bbq, they are so surprise. Actually, not really allergic, i jus cant take bbq food which kanna the flames.. doc claimed that this is due to some bacteria containment which I am allergic lah.. in short, i just cant tk bbq food tat kanna the flame.. haha

took meds almost throughout the whole weekend till today.. i feel like puking whenever i think of meds.. i still have to finish it till end of this week.. so much torture.. and the doc which i went to see on Sun was even worse.. he insisted on the jab to bring my fever, 39.7 down.. when u are terribly sick and still must suffer your worst fear (jab), it jus feel totally horrible tat nite.. and the whole process was so bad that the doc need to ask 2 nurses to come in and hold me down.. wtf.. totally ignored the victim's consent.. indeed the fever went off at nite lah.. but the next day, it came back again.. on and off, hot and cold.. so i wonder was the jab really necessary..!! i didnt rly enjoy this rare public holiday. kinda of sad..

so many tots on my mind recently.. thinking of changing jobs but also not sure wad i want to do.. seems like not achieving much in life.. but also dun noe wad exactly i want to achieve.. jus hell lots of shit in my mind lah.. been quite a lot these few days.. feel so sinful.. but i am so sick.. if still cont to diet, i will be too weak to fully recover..

*Happy Birthday, Mummy.. best wishes, stay healthy and happy always~