its so difficult to remiind myself "time for meds..!!" i feels so yucky to swallow these stupid pills.. but if i dun eat it, i will not recover.. its not a choice for me to choose, i jus have to eat it~ wtf!!

even if i finished all these pills tis time round, it also may not means or guarantee that i will fully recover.. sucks~ good thing is, Daryl bought me nice and fruitty sweets + Mogu Mogu to accompany me with the pills.. it does helps alot.. at least remove the stupid longlasting forever bland taste in my mouth.. =)

its so difficult to resist the temptation to kiss.. desire but yet, afraid at the same time.. i dun wish him to be the one who is sick next week.. esp when i wun be ard in SG.. no way~ ya, rejecting the addiction is jus so much more difficult than not meeting up.. making me crazy~

*Bear with it and you will get to see the rainbow above you real soon~