havent been slping early for the past ? weeks.. couldnt rly rem.. havent been feeling very well physically~ coughing, fever, headaches just keeping coming back.. i also dun noe why~ maybe i should start rly living healthly..

gt nagged and kp by several peeps for not slping early.. guess i should rly start to listen.. work piling up.. as i'm too shagged and i'm been procrastinating alot recently.. kinda of sick of all these.. STOP NAGGING ME~!!! so i decided i shall slp before 1am everyday~!! eh, except friday and sat?

my mind keep wondering what was the quarrel abt? but i guess it should be somehow related to me.. but i doesnt wanna probe further if he doesnt wad to say.. hmm.. maybe, i should jus not think abt it too much~

Hong Kong trip is approaching.. and i'm nt ready yet.. havent finish my outstanding stuff.. havent think abt wad i wanna do or visit while in HK.. its the first time i'm travelling alone.. so i think i better should at least plan something.. like at least how to get to TEC's place frm the airport right.. or how to get to Disneyland at least.. lolx

balances running low~ alot of bad debts.. haiz, control and management goes haywire again.. been spending too much unnecessary stuff.. i have so much stuff tat i wanna get it now but couldnt.. feel so sad.. $$ seems to be nv enough.. or maybe this job jus doesnt pay me well enuff. heh

i wanna find a day, lie down on a floor mat beside the beach and jus enjoy the tan and peacefulness.. with my basket of foods beside me.. fried seaweed chickens, sushi, sandwiches, is tat possible?

*Life is hard, living it well is even tougher~