guess i am too tired frm the consecutive everyday after work programs..!! yes, i am sick and i suspect i am having anorexic lately.. reason i been eating little and avoid late dinner so i been feelin this sharp pain in my gastric and sometime is so unbearable till i cant stand, next i been goin to toilet so frequently till abt 3times a day so is equivalent to Lau Sai rite.. last the moment i smell food and eat a few mouthfuls if i stuff any more into my mouth i gonna puke..~~ so am i having anorexic or food disorder?? (T-T)

a blur queen of me carry a super heavy bag and when angus asked "hey jo, gt bring ur psp?" so i gave him a super shag look "no leh, cos my bag super heavy today leh plus i goin out ltr" so angus said "heavy meh, a psp can heavy until how heavy sia" so i reply " i brought my camera out leh then my lappy itself is super heavy than urs liao loh + camera = GAN HEAVY k"

then i bought my as usual everyday favourite jollibean soymilk.. walk to office happily sit down start to take out all my stuff.. then i realised fark lah, i forgot to bring my ADAPTER!! wad worse is to lessen the lappy weight i always nv bring the batt to work.. so die liao loh all the brochures and ppt in my lappy leh then today i need to show boss the brochure done.. kaoz.. then i starts to panic and sianz lah cos i already super shagged liao mah then i walked around the office finally saw a lappy similar to mine lah so i borrowed tat whoever person's adapter to use loh.. y tat explain y i managed to get tis post up..

went to lau pa sa thr for lunch with yl they all, was rather upset over some matter but .. dun shall not talk over it so i waited for them quite long lah cos angus meet his fren early at 11.30am mah but yl they all can onli go lunch at 12pm so i like kum gong like tat loiter ard ABN building lah.. then i sudden stomache!! sianz cos i not reali familar with tat area so dun dare any how walk go toilet.. then meet up with jb we faster go LPS thr find seats first then wait they come liao straight away go buy food so i wait again once they back i faster chiong go toilet loh.. fark lah then yl told me if ur stomach isnt feeling well u shouldnt drink any milky stuff lah.. yeah milky stuff = jollibean soymilk!! so my all time favourite has been causing my stomach uncomfort rite.. cos so i drank watermelon juice during lunch.. tot should be alrite wad.. watermelon = fruits = healthy = strong!! yea a super stupid side of me to tink of such logic well, i went toilet again for another 2times after lunch!! seriously fark loh i been shittin for how many times a days continously sia..

alrite tis week i am totally shagged and reali been very busy.. i been tinkin lots lately and i still didnt manage to sort some stuffs out.. well, so i engross myself in super many entertainments to keep myself busy and happy lah.. but i guess i neglected many other impt stuffs!! shall self reflect again..

P.S.
I LOVE myself more than anyone else do and no one loves you more than i do..
I LOVE my family more than anyone and wans to protect them desperately..
I LOVE my life and i wish to be in control of it rather than believe in fate..
I LOVE my friends and wish to share my happiness with them..