Learn to Love Myself & Be a Stronger Girl: Greatest Love of my Life

the person who care for me the most and give me her upmost support. considerate and patient towards me, tolerating all my nonsense behaviour, scolding and beating me but felt the pain on herself.. who is none other than my beloved MUMMY!!

well, tis post is specially for her. ytd was Fathers' Day, but i spent my day fulfiling.. initially i was worried, whr should i go? i mean everyone will be filled with happiness but it onli makes me felt the deep sorrows in my heart so i decided to get my new hp and head home for a slp.. thr my thoughtful mum, wanna fill our day with love she wanna us to feel the warmth so she cooked up a feast for us.. but i was too tired so i rejected to head home at first but mum didnt give up she went to buy my favourite beijing duck (those crispy crispy duck i tink) so called me again..

mum: "gal, u sure u dun wanna come back? i bought ur favourite leh, a very yummy nice famous beijing duck!!"

me: "huh, u seriously? oh okie okie i will be back soon."

i noe her intention, she doesnt wan us to dine outside and feel upset when we see other families celebrating fathers' day. To be honest, 5yrs~ my mum played the role of a lovely and caring mum but she also played the role of the family sole breadwinner taking up the whole family responsibility frm managing the family, keeping it close, bring money home, managing her business and acting as a father imposing strict rules on us. she definately is my greatest love of my life, i guess no one is willing to sacrifice so much for me. I LOVE YOU, mum and thanks for the great father's day tat i spent with u.

i havent been celebrating fathers' day for ages, and the greeting has nv come out frm my mouth.. i tried to pretend and even tried forgetting when is fathers' day but guess sg is jus too small.. and thanks sheng ya, for reminding me to get a present for me dad.. yea, it hurts slightly.. nice one ya.. trying hard to overcome everything maybe somehow the hurt inflicted will heal slowly i hope~

well, fri was a hectic day.. after work went IT fair but the citylink was jammed!! HUMAN JAM!! horrible so i routed back to the mrt entrance and walk toward suntec in the open area.. much more spacey.. haha didnt buy anything cos i havent get my pay yet but tat alvin nearly caused me and qr to die of hunger cos we walked frm level 6 to all other floor.. both our legs swelled and i desperately looking for any holes or board for me to sit on.. lolx.. it was noisy and loud thr so i basically got to shout to get my words heard.. lolx.. so as i was happily shouting thr was tis funny guy keep on staring at me. i was tinkin "wtf, wad he looking at sia" then i turned "ARGH!! is Ah Pek, kajun!!" lolx.. so surprise loh then thr he was laughing at me for toking so loudly losing all my graceful image.. then i said to him lah "when we poker u also saw before all my facial expression liao loh + my shagged face" aiyah IT fair whr gt pple graceful one!! lolx =x so i headed home late tired and shagged!! thanks alvin ya nice one.. i gonna make u shagged too one of the day!!

sat i went zoo with dearie family at abt 12pm but i woke up early at 7am like tat.. basically animals machiam like limited.. not even sure was thr animals?? cos thr is onli a few, some are busy slping loh whr are the animals?? lolx same as sentosa super many indians crowded.. so we walked the whole day until super shagged lah then reached home ard 7pm we faster go bath liao then took train to weijian's hse at farrer cos is ailing bday then gonna have steamboat and all time favourite = poker!! lolx.. sianz initially tot can win some money for my new hp.. but lost abt $50 still okie lah but super shagged lah cos i played until my eyes cant open loh simply throw the chips in every hand so jitao lose abit lah.. then head home at ard 8am jitao bath then knocked out liao haha but woke up at 12pm to get ready meet sis to jason kor shop to buy my hp at outram.. total shagged seriously.. my weenend jus flashed away~ lolx..