i took the lead and called him this evening.. i couldn't hold back and ranted everything out at him.. and yes, i still doubt everything that he says.. i rather choose to believe what i see and what i feel.. at least thats wad i know and think is Truth.. he had caused all these.. it all choices made by him alone leading to the situation today! and yes, i am not sure how time will tell that you are no longer a liar.. i am not sure how time will tell that you are true, truthful and faithful to this relationship which you so called wish to salvage..

had a great day pampering myself with a good 3hrs expensive spa.. but should have went with oasis spa instead, might be an even better experience than Blossom Spa 

then went for a good long 7km run and finished off with some workouts.. looking at my belly not getting any smaller does make me worry.. started googling about liposuction etc.. keep thinking if i have the courage to do it.. omg.. life is always so tough i feel

getting late in phuket here.. almost midnight and i really want to start working on my milan itinerary.. well the lazy bones are still in my body.. and hence, I'm procrastinating before i start anything!! I'm really gg to start now!! hell yeah!!