sat meet up with alvin to orchard.. we nearly walked till our legs are numb.. bought super many stuff today, a bag ($69.90) and a dress ($30) then helped buy yihui bday present also wanna get the bangle but find it too expensive wanna walk ard shop more then regret liao cos it reali super nice.. wanna get a new ring cos i been wearing vei one since sec then until ann one then took out.. so felt like getting one jus for myself..

i went to ann hse to take the rest of my stuff today.. i was reali scare and awakard to see his parents cos somehow i felt very bad abt the whole thing and it seems nothing i can do to resolve the whole matter.. whether i make the right choice? i dont know.. i onli noe i let him down real down.. so i carried many stuff back.. heavy!! didnt noe tat i left so much in his hse and tinkin back, it reali became my second home.. and i tink i'm missing it~

well, mr panda is a nice person but somehow thr is a lack of understanding between us.. and the lack of time.. yesh, and it is posing serious qns cos i dun reali use to it.. i tried tinkin all over again~ but my mind is blank.. wad do i reali want?