it finally fri and now is 5.50pm which means 10mins more and i off work.. didnt reali feel happy in fact i am slightly emo.. meetin yl and jimmy ltr at bugis to shop for a while cos they need to get evelyn presents and i wanna shop shop ard for a while.. it pathetic to head home after work on a FRI!! yesh i am feelin emo, disappointed, upset and downright pissed off by how she is treating me.. pang seh me always, turn me down, no response to dates, no confirmation receive or anything and now we are arranging for meet up which is so far away.. i mean.. i cant reali predict whether i will be free by then but i will definately try to push away any appt for tat day but wad the point.. when the date draw nearer, u may forget or pangseh me last min again.. then how? i find who to go out on tat day? jitao sianz..