many events happened last week.. it was the most confused, hectic and troubled week for the past 3 years.. firing exercise within the bank.. it has been ongoing for the past 11mths but not within my team.. the closest impact felt previously was when it hit Nick.. so sudden.. but still feel okie..

not this time round when it hit Boss and Lynn.. felt kinda of bad tat i was jokin abt Boss' been fired and checking on the global directory for the "solomon" sign.. and ended up, a joke turned into reality.. immediately i didnt feel the happiness within myself.. but a moment of lost.. lost of thoughts and lost for words.. wads going to happen for my promotion ask this year.. its yr end and my Boss is gone.. who gg to do our appraisal..? who's gg to lead the team?? Lynn is fired too?!? never tot tat we will lose 2 headcounts at a go.. severe causalities and who's left to work.. so many docs pending for Boss' to approve and so many emails pending for Boss' to approve.. what's the new strategy for the team? what's gg to happen next year..? no one knows...

and true enuff, within 12hrs, a new team head reported for work.. JLE!! cant believe that he is back.. and as the head of the team.. some level of comfort thr.. and of course, we can start seeing the ugly side of some pple who will try damn hard to boot lick JLE.. kinda of disgusted but guess, thats the adult working world right.. so close eyes and shut the fark up loh..

aniwae, after a farkin hectic week, i indeed had a good break by attending Diana's wedding in Kuching.. she's so lovely.. didnt expect that she will wed even before i do.. haha I'm happy for her as she has finally found someone who truly loves her and take cares of her.. she's so pretty in her gown..!!

a dilemma for when's mine.. am i prepared? or am i not prepared? or rather are we prepared?