not sure if its me who is thinking or feeling too much... but i jus keep feeling negatively abt all this..

it seems tat he has begun to ignore issues/ probs or even my feelings.. keeping quiet and not talk abt it.. to be honest, the more it is like tis.. the more i dont feel like talking or even putting in effort to make things work..

i dont noe what you're thinking and i dont noe what i'm doing.. im quite tired.. it doesnt seems to be getting anywhere.. and each time i cried silently, alone telling myself to not think.. not think at all.. just slp and forget abt everything~ it does help.. i will just ignore and not talk abt it the next time..

but i wonder, why my feelings being ignore.. or does it not matters at all..?? what am i..?