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Friday, July 22, 2011

finally ended the whole Harry Potter saga.. how many yrs in total.. abt 5yrs?? the last ep is nice.. though i was very tired, sleepy eyes.. the whole story setup gt me to cont watching the whole movie.. wonderful storyline~

went to Zouk with DT and his frens.. specially for his bro, Derrick's bday.. when was my last ladies nite? damn long ago lah =) ever since you have to work.. club on weekdays is just impossible.. so of course, i ended up taking urgent leave today.. DT's frens are all great guys.. friendly and funny.. especially Aayush.. a different guy which i have met.. indian but even behave very like chinese.. blend in very well. I was supposed to stay sober enough to be able to send DT and Derrick home.. instead, i did drank a little too much of champagne!! so wasnt able to drive and Aayush actuali offer to drop us home first while he will cab back to Zouk to tk his car and drive home.. Rly a nice fren~ though it was a tired nite, i had so much fun~

the one-day leave today is good.. i enjoyed myself and rested well at DT's place, the mee which he cooked is damn nice.. but too bad, i'm on diet.. if not, i will most prob finish up the whole bowl even incl the soup!! haha when i was eating the mee, i suddenly tried to think, when was the last time i ate rice and mee.. i couldnt rem the taste.. i miss Ban Mian, prata, ice cream, chocolate and many many more!!! =( i love Prince.. he's so adorable.. i would love to keep a dog as well.. i will play with him every nite no matter how late i get home and how tired am i.. i hope mummy will agree to it.. i pray~

DT was very nice to me throughout.. though he was slightly pissed with my msg to him on Ter's stuff but he simmer down after a short while.. somehow, today i discovered that he is actuali a veri cheeky person as well.. haha cheeky enuff to make my heart pounds faster and lost for words.. i do like him but doesnt want things to move too fast.. the beginning has already moved in a flash where i didnt realised exactly when i started falling for him.. and when he started noticing me..? so if we are dating now, i hope things will slow down and lets noe each other better before we move to the next level.. i like the way he smell my hair, touches my lip and his smile.. it jus occupy my whole mind and keep my thinking of him whole day..

He loves drinking.. he can drink alot and almost everyday.. somehow, it not tat i dun like him to drink.. but when he drinks and get drunk, horrible things will start to happen.. i do witnessed before and tats why, i can never trust.. it jus difficult.. even though he always promises that he wun do anything when he is drunk becos he has me now.. but when you are drunk, will you even be able to control yourself? idk.. becos if im drunk, i wun be able to control myself.. maybe i jus need time.. i cant always be with him whenever he drinks right.. so i jus have to learn to "never ask but always trust".. but one thing for sure, i will not be able to tolerate any shits abt him getting drunk and make out/ dancing with other gals.. it jus me~

long story short, i look forward to everyday with him..

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