i am on my way home to meet sc after work.. I planned to leave at 6.30pm.. Or the latest 7pm.. But things jus keep flowing in..flooding~ And the whole day passed in a quick flash.. My red flags grow tremedously and i starts to panic.. My responsibility jus grow heavier each day but i cant seems able to expand beyond my current potential or should i say that the learning curve starts to move gradually instead of the initial steep curve.. It so stressful trying to perform in workplace.. Becos it's nt onli abt ur capabilities, it also abt ur mental, physical, relations and absorption.. as the longer u work the tired u becomes.. And slowly the fire to learn also dies.. U jus become more tired..

everyday took the train to work allows me to see clearly how kaisu and horrible singaporeans are.. the ugly truth~ so the theory behind higher educated person is more polite and civilian is nonsense.. i curious how human beings will evolve to in the next few yrs.. or rather, am i gg to turn into like them.. haha aniwae i am looking for better opportunities though it seems to be much obvious in the dept for me.. heard some news and looking forward to any announcement of it.. of course it has to be good rite~ but nt sure~ jus remains grim..

gg to batam for a short trip this weekend with a 3hrs spa sensation.. hope to spend some quality time over the weekends.. to relax~ happy working tml~~ =)