hmm somehow blogger seems to turn fine again and i can finally upload my photos.. tats gd.. but then i'm not in the mood to do so.. the time now is 7.25am and the sky is super misty and dark outside due to the heavy rain last nite.. mood to work is abt zero.. haha but no choice still have to drag myself up and get to work.. tinking of gg courts ltr as i wanna get a new bed but i am not sure wad the price range will be like.. 1.6k?? maybe~~

lately i am in super emo mood.. lots of tots.. but nothing sort out.. i am just not in the mood for jokes and i dun even noe wad i look forward to after work.. guess life has to change.. and i am trying seriously to make some changes to accomodate everyone, to not put you in a difficult spot too.. but somehow i am damn vexed.. worried.. nasty words jus kept floating in my head.. tats lead to the lost and confused feeling.. everyone noes tat i am feeling damn emo except you.. i dun understand why too~~ i am so tired.. tired from work, tired from all the pressure from them.. i jus wanna slightly live my life happier a bit.. wads wrong with tat and yet, there are so many controls and restrictions in place.. why must one person work hard alone... why cant both together?? i dun understand.. but i will try to.. a journey for a dependent person to turn into an independent person... gd luck~~