yAwn** i jus woke up from a dun noe sweet slp or wadever shit lah slp alone in hostel then thunder last nite.. or maybe storm tat woke me up loh so now i munching bread in the room.. so bored decided to blog.. my life nowdays seems so fark up nv experience before ever since the skol started i been thinkin "shit lah, will i make it not, guess i probably fail tis sem, been doin nothing for tis subject" then i look ard at others, i find tat i am not the onli one having such thoughts.. so i decided to not to brood over it, living each day to the fullest.. doin as much revision as i can and at the same time taking as much rest as i can.. hope tat wad i am doin is rite.. how i wish i can have alvin studying together with me in uni.. maybe i can give up my placement now and work for 2yrs while waiting for him to finish his ns then together we go uni and study but i worry tat 2 yrs down the road i might not be able to get the placement again.. haiz.. world is changing everyday but am i growin everyday not.. ltr still must go for econ tut..

nowdays seldom tok to ann except short calls during weekdays and meet up on weekends.. basically normal and boring relationship.. sometime cant even share with him my tots becos calls are so short and at times is interupt by others.. jus beginning 3weeks and i have such tots haiz.. it shouldnt be.. oh did i mention abt my marketing project..? ya tat fark up teacher gave us a B+ while the case study grp receive A reason behind: we have onli over 50 slides nia but they have over 150 slides.. they didnt even present loh they read it nia they read until the first 30+ slides ask them to jus skip thr can liao u all get ur A liao wtf.. tat tutor given a copy of their presentation onli 5mins before they present she so fast scan thr all the material liao arh.. still say wad they got more depth than us.. hey use ur bloody hell brain leh, our is project (new business idea) leh whr got so many facts and fig. for u.. theirs is case study leh jus research & dump every research inside can liao loh.. u got no brain isit.. fark.. aiyah wadever lah so now i left with my case study as well org beh stuff to struggle with.. gonna chaoz..