i am so farkin demoralised, demotivated, depressed & etc.. had my farkin econ quiz today can say tat i put in more effort than previously, more understanding & tried to slp early but wad i get is the same result 6/10. nice 1.. i guess i am retarded or i jus run old memory failing or wadever shit so as i reflect abt it in hostel, i am so depressed till i tot of jumping down from my hostel so tat everything ends right at tis moment... i am so fark up all i do is complain and complain abt the skol wad else can i do.. nothin precisely..

received call from ann jus now, he told me tat he might be confined tis weekend.. so i was tinkin ya another nice 1 speechless.. nothing can describe my emotion now i jus feel so helpless and fark up.. given up hope on everything.. i jus live today for the sake of passing the day..

like wad qr said, if she won lottery, she nt goin to spend the money on enjoyment but to use the money to bribe NTU to give her tat stupid PAPER..!! ya nice1 i tot, all of us are so desperate till tis stage.. gotta reflect on myself, my life, my future...