niCe mOrni.. lolx.. ya i pong my marketing and OB tut today so currently i am still at home studying my econs lah.. exams round the corner & i am feelin damn stress gonna breakdown sooner or ltr.. u guys might say i am siao lah jus try my best can liao or wadever lah but for the past few mths ya i tried my best & i am FARKIN unhappy in wad i am doin..!! can someone jus understand wad i am goin thr not..!! haiz gonna buang my exams i guess & i am not motivated to retake the subjects so i am tinkin of quitting skol or tansferring skol i jus DUN LIKE ntu.. dun ask me why.. it my dream and goal to get into it but i am in it now but not appreciating wad i am havin!! maybe is becos is a FT degree plus honor in 3years that stress me out.. becos ever since sec i am always gd at taking long route.. pple express then i do well in NA, pple go JC then i do well in poly becos got extended a year for me mah.. so now 3yrs direct honors is a short cut definately not suitable for me at all.. if i buang tis sem then cant get into B&F for fark i am studying arh..!! i reali cant take the stress liao i need a break!! maybe quit skol then try my luck at SIA or if i reali wan i can take a part time degree..
i am not goin to live my life like tat i wan to enjoy wad i am doin jus like in the past where i enjoy studying but now i HATE studying!! shall resolve tis matter after my exams becos i have to at least try my best and luck before giving up rite.. tat wad ann always say to encourage me..
ann got "seet" test tis week (spell correctly.??) so gonna stay in juggle for 3days till wed. he called me tis morni @7am to have a last chat heh but i was too seh i guess lolx.. onli rem he said of changing mind not goin bring hp thr i will miss him lots but hope i got the mood oso lah becos econ & stats quiz on tue and wed respectively..!! hApPy aNnivErsAry, dEarie.. we have come so far together goin thr ups & downs, but our relationship indeed improve so much and become more stable liao.. jus dun break ur promise again k & hope u can really cut down on ur smoking lah.. jiayou!! love you always..
wish me luck guys... gonna meet up with xiao cai to head back da farkin smell suay idiotic place again..~~
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