been so busy since i came back from HK.. running out for client calls.. unpacking my luggage and spending all the lost time with my love.. so tired but still, im happy that Im back~

stop thinking abt the issue.. stop it~ srsly, settle all the pending issues first before i even start thinking of the unnecessary.. tok to mum abt the move to HK for 2 yrs.. instead of supporting my decision like usual, shes super strongly against it this time round.. im was so surprise~ i never thought that getting her agreement will be a obstacle.. i always thought that its all abt whether i wanna go or stay.. but now, its seems like not the case~ i cant decide wad i want.. thrs too many things i cant leave behind and jus go for HK for 2yrs.. it may nt be 2 yrs.. it may be 2,3 or more.. idk.. worse is i felt it will be damn selfish to let others sacrifice for me.. but i could feel the sharp pain against my heart whenever the bad thought flash passed my mind.. should i or shouldnt i.. i am troubled by all these thoughts.. unstoppable~

work is stressing me out.. with all the pressure in closing the pipeline for the yr and also preparing for my yr appraisal.. promotion is a must for me this yr.. if nt, i will jus leave once i found a better offer!! thrs no point in working for a boss who doesnt appreciate the amount of effort you put in.. so the upcoming appraisal is farkin impt!! have to prepare it well..

i hope someone advice me.. in life, how do you noe if that person is your Mr Right..? am i losing faith or am i just too confused with wad i rly want..?? i misses him when i dun hear from him.. i misses him when i dun see him.. i wan to be the first and onli one thr for him whenever he needs me.. i care for him much more than anything else.. i try to think of ways to make him happy and i will feel happy too.. i hope he can be with me and always mine alone.. and i hope I'm the person whom he cares for the most~ i do love him.. but i'm nt sure if he is Mr Right.. it might be too early to judge~ but of course, without him, my love is empty.. cos all i care abt is him and everything of him~