many things happening at the same time.. i cant apprend things and adapt to these changes..

dept changes, thoughts changes, people changes..

people who have been in love for 5 or 10 years changed over night.. breaking up seems so common tats scare me alot.. losing faith and confidence..

and it seems.. always in life.. you will not always or even ever get something that you wished for.. be contend with wad you have.. and face it with a smile..

i need a new life.. something different.. and not just abt work, love, money and fun..

read through one of this very old fren's blog and felt so upset for her.. i'm sorry that i didnt noe so many things have happened over these years.. though we are not very close frens.. we were once.. best of all frens.. in my heart, i have always regards you as one of the frens whom i love and proud being with.. and i'm sorry that i couldnt be thr for you when you needed care and concern the most.. i hope you can brace up soonest, be brave and face the future.. and return back to your cheery self..

*pls.. give me more time to cherish everything ard me..