the nites whr my tears became endless, the nites whr i have to cry till i am able to slp and the nites whr my heart sank and lost.. it reali too tiring.. too heavy for me to bear.. i wonder whr all the endless arguments came from.. and it jus keep coming no matter how hard i try.. each time it telling my heart to let go a little more.. and now, my heart felt the sharp pain each time and it reminds me tat it will be the last.. i'm letting go.. though it hurts, but it still shorter pain compared to each time the hurt is being inflicted why am i so silly.. so tired.. and i felt so helpless.. maybe it becos i am nt gd enough, then i shall apologise.. i reali dun have the faith to hang on..

i always say "if i noe, then i wun go.." it becos i dun wanna see u scrimp and save too badly.. but i realise there are too many times whr we see things differently, each time ur words hurts.. it jus hurts so badly that i have to bite hard and take it.. it becos u are impt to me.. but now, i feel tat we have very different views.. and we cant reali work it well tgt.. for the time being tgt, there are many downs than ups.. maybe it is karma.. i am believing it.. i'm giving up.. letting time to take away my heart.. and my memories.. hopefully one day, it will heal..