sianz my com go haywire again!! and i need to reformat it again!! wtf!! it seems like i been reformatting my com every year leh.. wad's exactly is the prob. sia? but well, tis time i fully backup everything!! hmmph!! but then the tot of installing everything is sick lah.. including my msn emotion icons and others shitty stuff.. kaoz.. i wanna get a new lappy but no money!! somemore now economy not gd.. haiz.. after tat day i went back to tp with andrew, after the chat with mr chan, i felt so remorse.. for not putting more effort during my past 2yrs in uni.. not mingling ard.. well, looking back if u compare the perservance and determination to study is definately different in uni and poly.. in the past, i studied becos i like studying and i enjoyed wad i am studying.. but in uni, i hate studying and i hate all the modules.. i hate the environment, i hate the skol and i didnt reali enjoyed as much as i studied.. haiz tat results in my bo chap attitude loh.. but after previous sem, i realised i actuali still enjoy studying.. it jus a matter whether i wanna put my 100% heart in it not.. well, maybe continous studying without a break indeed wear me out.. it tiring..

economy is so bad currently, i am tinking of finding a job which i can work and study next sem.. to earn some cash for my grad trip.. dun tink i will earn sufficient through giving tuition alone.. hmm.. looking for some office job perphaps part time or night hrs loh.. still comsidering wp's offer.. mum will pay for my tuition fee this sem cos she doesnt wan me to have a huge debt upon grad.. well, if she pay for next sem, i will only owe my cousin 2yrs tuition fee.. but i dun reali wish to burden mum's financial.. her business aint doin well these few yrs.. and it worrying her too.. haiz.. thr's a saying "money makes the world goes round" is tat reali true??