haiz.. i reali dun noe how to say.. i am tired.. reali TIRED!! i been doin this fyp thing the entire holiday.. and it still not getting to anywhr.. i am still the questionnaire part.. and lots lots lots of problem.. had to get a marketing prof to review as requested by my prof liu.. cant collect data=cant collate date=cant do simulation=no analysis..!! wadever.. it all pending pending.. and alot of peeps are already more then half way done or done with their simulation.. haiz.. prof liu is new and unfamilar with the fyp requirement so it's kinda of risky investment to find him us my fyp tutor.. well, it jus too late.. i am so stress and i can feel the group pressure.. tired.. drained.. strained.. and dead!!

met up with alvin and sur today.. we jus basically back to our old days whr alvin had to shop for his cny clothings.. then both me and sur will be so tired tat our feets will sore.. cos of all those endless walking caused by alvin.. but then, today the most amazing thing is tat alvin deposited both me and sur into the espirit club room.. whr we can sit, enjoy aircon and use the com for internet at the same time.. and best thing is the com is not chui one k and internet speed is pretty fast too.. haha so in the end, sur and me jus played the com till so enjoyable that we refused to move away to other places even though alvin has finished shopping.. haha..

then went to eve's daddy wake.. was pretty sad when i see the usually strong and independent eve to drop tears and looked so fragile.. listening to her careful, her usually confident voice suddenly become so weak and soft, seems very vulnerable.. and i cant helped but feel the pinch in my heart.. life is reali very fragile and short.. it the 2nd friends' parent wake tat i am attending.. life still has to move on.. and i believe their beloved one will wish and bless them well too.. we should reali cherish our parents as life is reali short and we cant turn the time back.. tat helps to untie my ytd knots.. i am bothered by it but i promise i will learn to accept it and understand.. i am sorry..