good or bad - i leave it to destiny

i received the notification from HR that I am selected for the 2nd round of interview for the Markets Associate Program. I am so happy.. but at the same time, i am worried and feeling stress about this.. the next round will be a panel interview with a group of senior managers.. i have no idea who will be the senior managers and what will they be asking on.. technical stuff? i sucks at technical stuff.. even if i want to build up my knowledge there.. its definitely not gg to be an easy task.. (T-T)

i have to pick my motivation up.. i seems to lost the joy and passion for work.. not sure when but seems to be since long ago.. i rem the diligent, 200% effort me 5 yrs ago.. i miss that feeling.. i miss that "me"

this year might be a tough year for me.. if i manage to change to a different role, there will be challenges which i need to overcome... even if i dont manage to change a different role, i have to also think seriously if this should cont and wad should i change to make things different.. 

i rem someone once said before when a door closes, another opens. it a matter of whether you seize the opportunity. 

But the prob is we often look at the closed door so long and regretfully that we do not see the one that has opened for us. And, by the time you notice it, it is gone too... too many considerations, too much worries.. just be who you are and pursue what you want.. be bold and be firm.. thats wad i want to achieve for myself~