busy!! tis will be the last time tat i am saying tis word.. if i looked back at my past entries, i have seriously mentioned "B..." this word for more than 100 times..!! wtf!! as hard as i tried to recall.. i have been seriously very very b--- for the past few semester.. or perphaps it starts from year 2 sem 1 where everyone was b--- finding their PA company, then follows by submitting fyp proposal finding prof.. then i pia for my honor class, then now, rushing fyp and dying hard to find a job.. did i even had a chance to slow down my pace and reali enjoy my student life?? omg.. i mean it kinda of horrible to jus slog ur life away everyday every month every week.. jus like tat.. pathetic.. wad kinda of life am i in??

so ytd had my fm project meeting the whole nite then had my strategy discussion the whole day today.. & tml will be whole day on fyp in skol.. seriously i tink i am breaking down soon.. the energy level in me is seriously decreasing.. i meeting my frens lesser.. having lesser time for tv.. lesser time to shop ard.. and seriously lesser time to slp.. argh!!

okie i misses ice cream.. banana split and i feel like having my fav egg and tomato salad rite now.. best, complement with a teriyaki grilled steak + baked potato... omg, i am always tinking of food whenever i feel so stressed.. and i realised recently tat i am seriously gaining on weight!! NO!! i have to go on diet!! but i am too busy.. i am tinking of getting a new hp.. but short of cash.. cos gotta save for my grad trip rite.. wanna rebond my hair but have to save money also.. haiz.. thr are so much stuff tat i wanna do but thr are so limited stuff tat i can do.. it makes me feel so helpless.. haiz.. was it a right decision for the grad trip?? why am i so tied up with cash now?? save when u could, and shouldnt spend when u shouldnt.. it a simple logic, but why cant i understand it in the past?? spending unnecessary on stuff like nano, psp etc and in the end, i am so cashpoor but gadgets rich.. wtf!! (T-T)"

alrite, maybe i am feeling too emo recently tat i started to feel lifeless, sianz and bored so much.. haiz~~ bright up my life, pls...~~