finally my first paper gonna starts tml.. so fast.. haiz.. not sure why my emotions now is in a mess.. i spent one whole entire week to study every single shit of BA219 and i recapped more than twice liao.. but yet, i still feel the fear inside me.. sianz~~ sometimes too much efforts and too much hopes doesnt do u any good i guess.. and if i gonna chui the paper tml (*choy* pui pui pui), i bet it's gonna affect the rest of my papers.. well, i expect quite alot for this module but whether i can score not doesnt really depends on my exams so much cos 50% lies entirely in jus a farkin networking marketing project.. and i got no idea how i fare for tat project.. shitty mood~~

did a bit of reading for BF214 tis morni, cos i been so concentrated in studying 219, somehow i neglected 214 and i realised i not gonna have enough time for it at all.. i'm so dead!!

i cant believe tat tis whole semester i am always busy studying studying~~ crazy shit.. mugger life indeed sux.. and u live ur life like a real nerd.. then u become so farkin dettached from the real world.. omg.. i am serious k.. when was the last time tat i step into a shop and begins my shopping.. when was the last time i meet up with my gals for a real yummy dinner.. and when was the last time that i sit the whole nite doin nothing but jus watching my fav TV shows..?? fark!! i lost all my routine nua habits.. and the hrs i spent on books exceed everything else.. WTF!! well, gonna put in more effort and work even harder for the next 2 weeks till the end of my exams.. and thereafter, i am gonna GET BACK ALL MY ENJOYMENTs..!! hehe =x

ktvs.. shopping.. movies.. buffets.. drinks.. or even high tea.. haha recession then even more must stimulate economy mah.. everyone curb their spendings then economy gonna even more chui rite!! NO!! must spend spend and spend.. haha okie enough of dreaming shit, gotta get back and do final revision for BA219..

P.S. my fellow friends, gd luck to everyone.. & BEST BEST BEST OF LUCK to MYSELF!! THANKS!! haha =)