busy week passed.. another busy week approaching.. my tasks are reali endless & accumulating like a shitty farkin long list.. sianz~~ rushing for BA219 project tis whole week and gotta rush my BF214 also cos hasnt been touching the module for weeks and lots of stuff to catch up.. can feel the my gastric being naughty tis few days.. must be due to my less slp.. prolonged straining of eyes.. omg!! think i need to use more anti-wrinkle cream or wadever cos i can feel tat I AM GETTING OLD!! haiz~~

well, applied for the local exchange few weeks ago rite.. then last fri the results was out.. so some of my frens checked and knew they were accepted so were super happy rite.. then i kan chiong faster go check also loh.. then WAS accepted also.. wah then i farkin dun believe lah ask jb to check carefully again then jb say ya it true.. so immediately i tot my luck has change for gd.. then i quickly shared the gd news with alvin.. then i started planning wad i will do in smu.. zzZ the dreams doesnt last long.. after class we went to SAO to collect our forms.. then the lady said "i'm afraid thr is some errors in the email sent. you are not accepted." so we faster take the list and check the names ourself loh.. well true enough~ so immediately, u feels like rising to a great heights super realistically then fall all the way down to the rock bottom.. unwinding all ur pre-plan nice roller coaster ride indeed.. well, somehow i slowly came to acceptance with it and feels alrite except abit tulan why the admin pple didnt send another email to apologise or wad.. cos the SAO building is at a damn farkin high place la then must walk damn farkin far!! since i have always been down on my luck.. this kind of matter is not the worst of all, i still can accept it in my stride loh.. predicted or expected??