bored, tired and sick of my life..

recess week but yet i am not enjoying it at all.. gonna stay up late to study and rush my projects.. sick and tired of waking up and the whole brain is full of all this shit.. thinking wad i must do next wad i must do tml.. kaoz!! i losing myself~~ sooner or later.. the endless piling of work despite my constant clearing it off my desk.. my to-do list is forever dirty.. there nv once clean and empty on it.. all the continuous insufficient slp are making me more tempermental.. losing my hold easily.. that nt my intention.. well, i should reali learn to get things done in a nice way.. haha.. actually i should reali learn to enjoy my last yr happily and have fun.. nt results driven.. seem like back to my yr1 sem1 days.. will i be happy this way?? i havent even skip a farkin skol except the first class on BA219 and for the rest, i will always try my best to open my ears and eyes wide!! haiz~~ time to chao for project meeting liao.. i hope everything can go well, cos i having a lot of prob with my sunshine empire... endless~~