oh i am so happy!! cos finally i noe tat someone have the faith in me and it motivates me to hold on strongly.. jiAyou!! "baxia" lolx

well, jus heard something which i tink is kinda of stupid and wanna share with everyone.. it seems tat thr do have bad guys outside in the world lotitoring everywhr ard.. pretending to be gd but in fact deep down in their heart, they hates you like shit.. so when u are landed in deep shit, be careful!! cos they are gonna kick hard and STEP YOU down!! cruel and ugly side of humans lah... but well, i strongly believe some of my very close frens wun do tis to me even if circumstances change!! peeps such as best buddy Alvin, Sistas diana + Wen + Qr + Yl, Buddy eric, Bros Andrew + Junbin, Kakis Zhanyi, Soul mate Elias, Kp Buddy Kenny, Silent Buddy Nic and Cheerful Saumun!! i hates pple who are too competitive and hypocrites lah.. u simply assume you can do a better job but not others.. based on wad sia? ur instinct arh? dun be silly lah doing all those childish acts behind the scene will only makes pple see the ugliest side of you but not doin anything gd at all loh.. aniwae i not very close to you also so i cant comment much i jus feel pissed and wanna kp that SUCH PPLE DO EXIST!!

makes me slightly worry how i should manage the politics in office in future.. pretends?? or mingle with them and add in kp oso.. haha i dun tink i can do it lah unless i reali dun like tat particular person.. basically i treat everyone gd unless they do something bad to me then i will rem it FOR LIFE!! and will treat u differently.. haha vengeful huh? nope loh jus tat i believe i treat u gd, then u will treat me back the same mah.. but if u choose a different path then i dun wanna waste my kindness on you wad.. kindness begets kindness mah.. haha

okie i meeting diana ltr for ktv session FINALLY!! cos i havent been catching up with her for ages and i got so much to ask and share with her also lah.. oh yah i WANNA KP abt ytd.. farkin pissed and heart pain k..

alrite i got an early 8.30am class ytd.. is BF218 so either i be thr early or i dun go at all k so i ya ya payaya reject yiling's morni call on thur insisting that i CAN WAKE UP MYSELF!! no need give me morni call cos dun wanna trouble her mah.. haha then who noe my alarm went off at 5.30am then i turn it off thinkin of getting a nap, but the next moment i was awaken by yiling's call which was at 6.45am liao.. so jitao "OH SHIT" lah, i faster ask yiling to go first then i hurried to get dress and prepared for skol loh.. then i left hse at 7am thinkin tat i will be late and CANT AFFORD TO BE LATE FOR TAT CLASS..!! so i decided to take cab even though i estimate it will costs abt $20 cb morni cabbie jitao all busy eating breakfast or wad lah.. not a single cab in sight after waiting for 15mins lah so i decided to CALL CAB.. then not long the cab came loh i board then uncle suggest might as well drive me to ntu lah it abt the same costs as going to boon lay interchange loh.. so i agreed!! then once it turn into the PIE rite.. TRAFFIC JAM!! and is reali farkin JAM k.. it machiam the whole stretch of highway jammed all the way lah.. until the farkin paya lebar still jam loh.. cos i still tot i can rest well in the cab lah but then my heart pounds loudly each time the meter jumps by 20cents then the second meter jump by 35% more!! kaoz..!! then reach ard bugis thr cb tio ERP, it jus started operations 5mins ago lah!! wtf!! it the most expensive cab tat i ever took before k from tam to boon lay before the hike in cab fare, it costs me abt $26 the most!! NOW, jitao $38.50!! kns, i can buy a new RIsk&insurance textbk with that money and still got left over money to get a book of foolscape which can last me for a sem and get 2pens to beautify my notes lah!! wtf!! it farkin EXPENSIVE k!! i incurred booking fee, peak hr chrgs 35%, ERP, Traffic jams!! wtf!! jitao suay to the max liao loh!! (T-T)" then after tat i tink back wtf am i tinking lah, why i must take a cab cos even if i took a train rite i will onli be late for class abt half an hr to one hr late lah.. or i can go in the class after the break loh!! wtf am i tinking?? but i guess becos morni i woke up kan chiong then farkin not thinking in the rite mind ba.. argh!! heart pains..~~~