school has started for 2weeks and i have been so busy nonstop cant even have deep breathe for a few mins.. today i was supposed to have my maths class at 12.30pm then i blur blur mistaken the class for 1.30pm so was quite late when i reach boon lay no choice tk cab to skol loh then career tutor called to say my cover letter and resume format she dun liked it ask me to redo everything.. fine!! maths class was like shit i basically dun understand wad i am learning or wad i am required to noe. acc 2 is so dry then i dun even noe wad is acc 2..?? sianz

while looking for suitable job to apply for my internship, i was suddenly so sad and regretful cos there is tis job opening as Treasury Operations Officer at Citibank lah then the specification is like degree holder with min GPA 3.0 well, i dun have it sadly to say.. my future is a bleak loh nothing goes well for me at all getting sucky results and sucky studies jus pissed me off.. i am like wasting my 3yrs for shit

well, i been a busy person as well as a bad gal. cos i unintentionally forgot Alvin's bday. P.S. I dun really mean it, buddy. Was really super busy with my messed up life. Will treat u dinner k so i realised after since i enrolled into uni, i missing out many things in my life. The optimistic outlook in life which i use to have, the cheerful smile, the little stress life & my bunch of gd friends... yupi, my life is really getting so sucky till i dun even noe wad helps i really need now..

someone, pls help me and pull me out from the dark!!