haiz.. i feelin so vexed and grumby now.. recently, i really havin finance problems.. my pocket money cut down to 350bucks frm 400bucks so need to trim down on my expenses lah usually 400bucks a mth seem tough for me to tide thr liao now i guess even worse.. though i took up a tuition assignment lately, been putting my heart into coaching her, i am still so vexed over my life!! i actually intend to save the tuition fees earned in my another bank but now i have to plan properly again.. i dun wish to be at tis age and still unable to save monthly it jus such a failure!! i dun wanna such life.. i miss my gd old days where i dun have to worry abt such stuff.. isit time for me to grow up..?? isit time for me to realise i no longer live in the luxury tat i used to have.. and life will get tougher when time passed?? how i wish to stop growing up and cont living in my sec or poly days.. whr i have no worries except studies.. i hate home now and i dun noe why.. but running away frm it doesnt reduce my woes now.. some pple say (after some senseless personality test) "i am the kind of btc to family, but when it comes to woe, i will be the first to help" is tat true? heh well, i wish to work now so tat i can earn marnee.. it the most important thing to me now.. i wanna find some part time job with high pay to work every day but complete uni is my dreams.. so isit time to let go of my dreams..?? pple do say dreams and reality is different, reality are much hasher. guess no more dolly up, feast, entertainment, or wadever shit!! gotta chiong my acc tut liao chao~~