mOod = DepReSseD, sAd & mOody

eNeRgy lEvel = 0%
(basically have not eaten since morning 8am & woke up at 7am for a continuous 6hrs nightmare of lessons)

eXpEctAtiOns = nO fUturE fOrEseEn..

wEll, supposed to be MIA for a period of time but today is quite a special nite.. 12am has passed so NOW is 30 August 2006. mY 3rd month AnNiversary with ann.. was supposed to be happy but some how i cant feel the happiness there maybe becos we had a big fight today over dun noe wad ever shit i cant even remember wad trigger it.. well, thanks for your marcorni cheese!

sOmeone asked me : "jo, ur msn nick LOVE & FIGHT, wad does it means?" so i replied it actually means when u love someone, fight for ur happiness. After saying it, i tink abt it for a moment.. ponder and ponder.. realised one of my friends once said "The greatest distance on earth is when ur loved one is just beside you but yet seems so far" so i ponder and ponder again..

oKie, tok abt others stuff ba.. the idea of quitting skol has been drifting in my mind for a period of time.. just found out today that from next week onwards all quizes (including econ & stats) coming up then i was still farkin stuck up with all those tutorial questions wad worse is that after i went for the tutorial i was like even demoralised and stressed farkin tutor explained liao i was till stumped at thr then the rest was like "whoa" all enlightened at once loh i was tinkin "hEY fuK lah, wAs i duMb, reTarD or wad" knn the more i think of it the worse i feel.. can someone provide me with ans tis qns not..? tink i kind of need some sorts of counselling or destress activities.. well, an advice from diana.. i cant expect always to be at the best in wadever things tat i do.. maybe i should jus farkin study for the sake of study and pass for the sake of the test.. no goals, no future.. tat y future unforeseen nowdays.. i still have my driving basic theory test coming soon.. fArk man, i was like so caught up with every stuffs..

hey guys and gals, please jus date me out to any activities, be it clubbing or kBox! jus date me even for dinner..